Pondering….
I always find myself thinking about a relationship at all times now, I mean i think i am becoming obsessive with having one. At times i have to ask myself “will i ever find the right person?” “am i good enough for someone?” it is becoming out of hand and i have finally i have had an epiphany tonight, i have decided to just be content because obviously it is not the right time for me to be with any one at the moment. I feel that i am ready to be with someone my heart has been caged up for to many years, but time is not agreeing with what i am feeling. A few guys i have been interested in have ignored me or just played off me opening up to them. So i have put my heart back in it’s cage and my feelings back in a box i swear i wont let them out for another four years. I thought i was ready but i guess not once that time come i will definitely cherish what is sent to me…. Until then single, independent, beautiful nae will be embarking towards her future and and focus on goals and dreams but most likely i will be focused on bettering myself and treating myself because in the end all i actually have is my damn self.
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